I just think back to all our memories all the time..
Do you remember when i sat in lunch and you came behind me and took your hands infront of my eyes and held them there. And then after that..you felt ashamed..and askes me to forget about that. But..if you only knew how cute that was..it was super cute..i promise. And hey..do you remember when we was out late one day..this was the day after we broke up(but you still had feelings)..well,we were going home together and we went trough the wood. And it was dark ofcourse..and then,we saw a big black shadow thingy,and we both thought it was a pig thing that lives there. So we both looked at each other and took or hands and started to walk faster away from there. And i acctually saw the fear in your eyes. And later that night,when we were walking on the car way..and a car drow by..and i changed side,and when you looked at the side where i was first..you know i wasnt there so yeah..and you freaked out.. you thought i got hit by that car, and you even told me that you almost had a heartattack because you didnt see me. Oh,and do you remember the first time when you were going to lay one arm on my shoulder and around my neck. Ahah you thought you were strangling me..but bby no you didnt..when you did that..it was a really good feeling..i felt so safe..i felt harmony and peace.All my anxiety was gone for a while. I miss spending time with you..talking to you..hanging out with you..
The day when i get over you(if i do),i dont ever wanna fall in love again. If i ever do that..i will just get problems again..because i will just get broken again..
After this post..i find myself teary eyed and on the edge of crying.